CRY, TEARS OF THE UNBROKEN


I feel like sitting in the night cold and cry and cry it all out then my mother comes and holds me and makes everything feel better.

Except i don’t know why i want to cry, I have no reason to cry at the moment but yet my tears linger on, begging me to spill them out, to release them. To cry a river in this  very hot September weather.

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There are those songs that make one feel like you miss someone but you cant put your hand to who it might be, my song is NDAGUKUNDA by King James, a Rwandan artist, the song basically says ”  I love you, even though sometimes I  lack the words to say.. I feel like hugging you and be calm, my love, my rib…” the beat and everything just makes go weak somewhere and I start missing what never was. The song plays on reply for long then I go to grand piano by Nicki Minaj. These two songs for me go hand in hand even though they are not related as one speaks about love and the other betray.

There are those things we seek for but don’t know how to voice, like crying, its hard to tell someone I want to cry for no apparent reason, I want my heart so broken that I cry like crazy ( but not in that type of way like death or such things). Or have that one person who broke my heart so bad that I seat down and cry for days about it, and be telling people “it hurts, don’t wish for it”.

There, out there in the cold, i wanna take a long walk and cry myself out during a jog, then fall in the arms of the one I love. is that so much to ask for.

I miss my mom

Miss you mama

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I  give in, I’m going to cry.

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3 thoughts on “CRY, TEARS OF THE UNBROKEN

  1. I relate to this a lot except i know why am crying though I know its impossible to get it nor see it and have it..my tears just beg me to let them out and I just can’t hold them back no more …as they trinkle down my cheeks so does my pain reduces abit…it’s funny how when u think u have cried it away that’s when it come back strong with more unanswerable questions u just can’t help but……CRY

    Crying Does have a day it never inform, I normally and law find myself crying in the middle of the road at 7:00pm on gasenyi street ..why it always chooses that time I don’t know but neither do I like it ……

    “Min histoire set ton histoire, Ta douleur est ma douleur, on trouvera le paradis qu’on a longtemps cherchE……” words that she always spoken into me and spoke them out of me when she left cause she found hers and am still trying to prepare myself for mine…..it’s funny how she who once spoke life in in is the reason why I always find myself drowned in my own tears with no one to save me ….#sound_ClichE …but trust me …it’s u.
    and just to finish it up ……The only way u know ur strength is by knowing and overcoming ur wicknesses ..why I said that I dont know ……well some songs are just not worth listening too cause what they only do is to remind u of how sad ur life is…..I GIVE UP…am going to cry :’-(….

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  2. I relate to this a lot except i know why am crying though I know its impossible to get it nor see it and have it..my tears just beg me to let them out and I just can’t hold them back no more …as they trinkle down my cheeks so does my pain reduces abit…it’s funny how when u think u have cried it away that’s when it come back strong with more unanswerable questions u just can’t help but……CRY

    Crying Does have a day it never inform, I normally and law find myself crying in the middle of the road at 7:00pm on gasenyi street ..why it always chooses that time I don’t know but neither do I like it ……

    “Min histoire set ton histoire, Ta douleur est ma douleur, on trouvera le paradis qu’on a longtemps cherchE……” words that she always spoken into me and spoke them out of me when she left cause she found hers and am still trying to prepare myself for mine…..it’s funny how she who once spoke life in in is the reason why I always find myself drowned in my own tears with no one to save me ….#sound_ClichE …but trust me …it’s u.
    and just to finish it up ……The only way u know ur strength is by knowing and overcoming ur wicknesses ..why I said that I dont know ……well some songs are just not worth listening too cause what they only do is to remind u of how sad ur life is…..I GIVE UP…am going to cry :’-(

    Like

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